…weeks left until we finally have the chance to look in the eyes of our daughter for the first time. I still can’t picture her and I don’t feel the urge because I want to be free of all this expectation stuff. I just can’t wait feeling her little body pressed against mine, hearing her tiny lungs being filled up with air by her first inhale, wiring her sweet baby scent into my body and taking her in in with my eyes, mind and heart.





